hey! i have a new hostee! everyone needs to go visit her. her site rocks! also, im in the process of a new layout, making graphics i have never attemted before and also its gonna be a way different layout that i normally have. i hope it turns out as good as i hope it will! okey...

hehe, okey i forget a few things... amee @ invisiblebeauty.net has a pretty new layout up. also, i have a new sibling.. yeah! you can find her in the sisters section! okey....thats all. i think

hey hey! t-day break was nice. i love getting paid for work and not really having to work! yeah! anywho, ive gotten a new award! also, i need to plug this totally hip site moon-swirl.net. this site is just totally rockin, and fun. hehe, so, anywho...this guy on my soap opera just died. grr. i really liked him. hmm. k well, im working a new project, a graphic collection, where people can submit their graphics, and view others, get graphics for their site and so on! kinda cheesy, but i think it will be fun...

whew, so its been a couple days since i have been here bloggin, but i have been soooooo tired lately. im not really sure why. but eh. whatever. so, you know what word i really hate... TRENDY. i hate that word. The other day this kid called me trendy, what the hell does the word trendy even mean? to me, its a state of mind, like if you like things just to fit in, or just cause so and so likes it, then maybe thats trendy, but if you truly like something does that mean your trendy? grrr. the word just infuriates me. gosh i dont think i spelled that right. oh well. what do i do? nothing. i am who i am if you dont like it, then dont hang out with me, its that simple.

tired.

im sooooo excited. tonight is the britney spears show. pow pow! oh yeah! i dont know what im gonna wear though, not that i care really what i wear, but i have this compulsive fear that someone else will have the same outfit on as me. i really hate that. makes going out a big huge deal for me when really it shouldnt.
ANYWHO!!
i got another award from the beautiful Amee at invisiblebeauty.net thanks much!!!

woohoo! i won an award. jeez, im feeling soooooo special now. gosh. i dont even know what to say, maybe i should write an acceptance speech :) jk. but thanks to bronagh at deaddesire.org for the newest award ive gotten...

pow pow! anyways, im off to see No Release tonight, wow, they are sooooooo good. i know i talk about them a lot but i cant help myself... cheesy. anywho. check out Laura @ fadedtears.com much love there!!!

hehe, well, i added another hostee, check her out at /aeon site totally rocks. um, well, i have a few concerts this weekend, im totally into the local music scene. not sure why. ooh. my phone is ringing gosta jet....

AAHHHHHH!!!
im sooo happy! i finally won an award! i got a site of the minute award over at grayglitter.org thanks sooooooo much! much appreciated.
heres what my award looks like --

i have to go to work. :( i really dont want to go today, shit, do i ever? but, i had some wicked ass dream this afternoon, if anyone knows a lot of dream interpretation/therapy please email me. i would love to hear from you. my email is screamingdreams@blanksugar.net

ooh. i added a new movie and lyric quiz! check that shit out!!! much love... xoxo

had a busy day today, well not really, but i sure am tired. im always tired lately, but i went to the Fade show last night and it rocked something fierce! i suggest everyone listen to that band. hehe. me and my friend melissa have decided to open a bar in 5 years. im not sure what im gonna call it yet, but its gonna kick some ass. i love bars. its gonna have live music all the time with cool bands that i choose. and lots of alcohol!!!! fuck yeah. so if anyone wants to come to it, and i know you, then you all get free booze, and vip service! hehe. anywho, i cant wait until next weekend, im gonna see No Release 2 times and im going to a Jazz game. hehe

hehe took some tests here are my results...

p.s. i love amanda

well, i think im gonna start to post in this more. for real. k well, i have a busy day today i dont have time to do a big post, but, i have my "kinda nephew" 's bday party today then im gonna go see fade in concert tonight! oh im gonna have soooo much fun. they are soooooo good. hehe. anywho. ive got a little housework to do on my domain, and im taking my other domain blanksugar.net and turning it into a hosting domain along with the fansite! ok thats all for now...